Muse: Emily Mannerfield/Error
Word count: 446 words
Prompt: all used up halfway through for savich_inc

( I'd break the back of love for you )

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1. my mommy. thay said told me i hert her but i didnt i meen i gess i didnt meen to.

2. the young dokter, he wus holding me down but i fighted cuz i wus tuff but he breaked my arm hurt alot i didnt no so i skreemed an passed owt.

3. the wite haird dokter. he breaked me i dont lik needuls now but he didnt caar so ther wur needuls in my hed an lits in my ies an noysus in my eers.

4. that gurl in my room--hur nam wus Julia an we roomed togethur an wun nit sumthng went rong an i got skared an when i wok up she was goan or i wus but that wus cuz i hert her thay sayd i dont remembur.

5. my partner Rusty i didnt meen to hert him either, but the bawms--ther wur bawms an i dont no, i didnt no they wur ther but i clowsed my ies an my gun went off an wen i opened my ies Rusty was dead.

6. The group leader Arrow he yelled in my face an smaked me cuz i hert Rusty i closed my ies agan and the gun went off i killed him.

7. the gard he grabbed me an broked my arm ag i jus skreemed cuz i couldnt make a sownd an then the ar wus filled with noysus an ther wur needuls and thas all i membur.

8. the sno it wus cold at furst but then after it hert me but i culdnt move so i just cryd until thay froze on my face

9. the dokter who fixed me he had to break al the bons in me that had ben broked afore cuz thay didnt heel rite or sumthin i dunno but it hert even tho i new i wus getting better.

10. gnosis i hert him when he came an sat next to me i hit him in the face an breaked his nose but he just smiuled at me an it hert cuz he sholdnt be smiuling wen i wuz so useless.

but i'm not useless naow.

don't even feel it anymore

don't need to

useta feel it, but now i got throttle behind me

behind or in front

hes gonna protect me

usta feel hurt allthetime. everyday. didn't no where to go who to trust what was okay to touch. they tried to teach me, but it all hurt too much

hurt when they threw me out too

but now i don't feel it don't feel anything just no what i gotta do and then i do it

sometimes i bleed i don't really care 'sjust blood just can't get it on the carpet or gnosis'll get mad

he gets mad when i bleed don't know why he's not my dad snot his job to take care of me he says it is but sometimes i think gnosis doesint reely no anything

love him though one day he askd me if i would dye for him i sed yes he let out this breath like it wasa bad thing and asked me why

dont need a why just need tno

i no words

they cant save you

dont no wat can

wanna go home

home

HOME

weres home wanna go home

monsters dont hava home